Thank you for the words of encouragement and I believe you are right on the money with the DB thing. She is curious at this point. She is so sure that she is right that she will not tolerate anyone challenging her position, but she is a thinker and Jody actually knows quite a bit about W. I'm sure she will plant just enough seeds to make W walk away thinking but it will be a few days before I know. I know she won't get off the phone tomorrow pack her truck and come home, but she will be deep in thought.
To be honest with you, I'm getting to the point that if W called tomorrow and said let's try again my response would be "not so fast. I have spent months getting to know myself through tears heart ache and learning. What have you done to achieve self growth. What can you bring back to the M that will enrich our life?" I am starting to like my new self but then again it's Thursday and I always like myself on Thursdays by Sunday I will hate myself again lol.
Denver,
The communication is great but sometimes it is a reminder of what I'm missing. I heal as I talk to her, I wonder if she heals as she talks with me. I don't want to end up as friends. I want to be married to this woman not be her pen pal.
