The communication is a blessing and a curse. Sometimes I just want to say. "Damn it W! Enough is enough"
I have wanted to say this to my W more than once over the past week!! And yes, it is a blessing and a curse. Last Wednesday night when W came in unexpectedly to the coffee shop where I was, and things seemed so 'normal' bw us, I wanted so badly to just reach out to her to tell her how much I love her, miss her, and wish that she would just come home. I was literally thinking those words as I was talking to her.
Denver, your posts make me cry sometimes. My heart just feels for you. O look at my H pics all thruout the house and think the same thing.
BITS Denver
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M: 48, H: 42 Kids: 0 T: 20 yrs M: 16 yrs. (H's 1st, my 2nd) WAS/MLC: 12/7/09-I'm not the wife HE deserved Came home per L: 12/26/09, Left again: 2/6/10 Served: 10/21/10, D FINAL: 6/15/11