I've had the best 24 hours since last bomb. 3 weeks ago or so. W is gunna move out---I am OK with that. Everyone, thank you for being patient with me, I am starting to understand letting go. I am very fortunate for one reason, my W is not having another relationship--yet. Even if she was I can't control it. Getting my mind around that fact has put me in a place where I can think clearly about how I want to conduct myself moving forward. I have realized the mistakes I have made to get me in this spot. They were not made on purpose, but they were made. I cannot change this fact either. I am facing what I do have to work with--my health--physical and spiritual, my ambitions, and MY FUTURE. Not to mention 2 of the best kids the Lord ever put on this earth. Right now no one can take these from me. I am in control.
