Thank you thank you thank you everyone who posted in the past 24 hours. I really needed the support.
I am very sick. I have flu and bronchitis. So I finally got over the embarrassment of asking for help from people and have had a friend come over and get my kitchen ready with me for the new floor going in tomorrow (this has been scheduled a long time and I may as well have it done since I can't work due to the illness), and another went to the store for me. A third is bringing me papers to grade tomorrow night. I did go to the doctor and I have an antibiotic and inhaler now and hopefully in a few days I'll start to improve. This is the worst adult illness I've ever had, and I guess that on top of the divorce being final sent me into an emotional backslide to the mindset of the day the bomb dropped.
My mom is coming in a day or so to help me get my house back in order after the floor is done and I need to ease back into grading and research. So far I'm still sleeping an absurd number of hours a day and can't accomplish anything. But I guess in a few days it's going to get easier. So for now I think I'm going to take a break from the forum for a bit and try not to be posting so much just to get my rest.
Take care everybody and thank you again. You are some of the most wonderful people on this earth.
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying
