i agree with mrbond

don't contact him right now

when you are not sure what to do, it is better not to do anything

let him miss you and see what life is like without you

in the meantime, do something that will move you forward into a better place

surround yourself with positive, caring people

come to this board frequently, you will find understanding and an awful lot of ears to vent to

i hope you sleep well tonight

BITS