So why are you still AFRAID to call her?

Do you have female acquaintances that you hang out with? Maybe you need to start talking to them to ease into talking to your wife. You need to do something to overcome that.

It's your worst obstacle right now.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER