A Lovestruck Romeo Singing the Streets in Serenade

[Denver_2010]

What I can't figure out completely is what I am going to do if I fail in getting it.

What is your definition of success?

How can you fail in getting it?

1) Complete success would be for me to become a better man and a better H as a result of all of this, reconciling with my W, AND having a stronger/healthier M.

I guess my definition is not so black and white though...

2) I could become a better man and potential H and NOT reconcile with my W. I would view this as partial success and partial failure. Plus, I feel that I would carry a great deal of regret over my role in failure of M going forward.

3) Complete failure would be me not learning from my situation and learning to be a better man/H... And NOT reconciling with my W.

Right now, options 2 and 3 are going to be pretty hard for me to deal with.

I only have control over what I learn from this situation. Reconciliation is very much in the my W's control right now.