beatrice

That isn't what I meant. I didn't mean you were critisizing me. I just ahndle things well for the most part.

Yes, it is upsetting but I know that it is H that has to deal with his issues and until he does things are going to be a mess for a while.

I am trying to be as normal as possible. I am still cooking, cleaning and taking care of my D and GD.

I splurged on myself alst week and bought all new makeup, got a hair cut, etc.

I am always on the run now with things that have to be done and it does take my mind off things.

One good thing I amnot sitting here worrying about my H. He is going to do whatever he wants and I can't stop it so I am keeping busy with my family.

BTW, you didn't upset me in any way shape or form. I am glad to have DB friends that will listen and give advice.

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