Afternoon Yall,

We'll still iced in!! My power went out at 3am...had to drive in this mess to work. My SUV slid into the ditch on the way. But, these nice guys pulled over and helped me out!!!

Now, I'm hoping when I get home the power will be back on too...so, if your out becareful.

I'm a bit down today folks......H didnt even try in anyway to contact me, to see if I was okay. We don't get this kinda of weather in North Texas. So, it's a big deal ya know. It really hurts that it appears that to him: I don't exsist anymore, he doesn't even care about my saftey, and/or is occupied w/someone else???? I guess, he has no love in his heart for me any longer. So, what am I even doing?????

I know I shouldnt think these things...but, I do.

Going DARK and LRT [censored]! He clearly wants nothing to do with me any longer. I knew it last week when he picked the Dog up. I could sense it...he was different....he has moved on....

Prayers,

Dixie


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010