YR forgive me, I did not want to imply any criticism. I was agreeing with the old pro, Jack, that when you have been out of dealing with it [and I am glad you have] coming back to the dead eyes, and other behviours is desperately upsetting. You know what it is like the first time, and I imagine in some ways it is een worse the second.

You did so well last time, and you will do well again. We are here for you. No 2x4s. I would not upset ou for the worlds.