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I don't know where to start. For a few months my husband has been saying he wanted a divorce. I was not happy either, but I didn't take him seriously. Right before Christmas he told me that he had rented an apartment (I still don't believe him) and that he was going to visit his family without me. I was crushed. When he returned, I did the crying and begging thing. He agreed that he would stay for 30 days. He did and now the 30 days have come and gone. I asked him what his intentions were on day 30. He said things have been going well but he hasn't made a decision and if I need an answer then he will leave it it gives me peace. I know that he "was/is" involved somehow with another women 3 states away