W called and said she was tired and wanted to know if we could get together tomorrow to do an errand together. I acted as umf I did not know we were supposed to get together, then told her I would do it myself.

FIL just informed me he ran into OM and spoke to him for about twenty minutes. OM listened but did not say much. OM stated he was filing D from his W in February.

I have been struggling with wether or not to speak to OM myself. I don't think ut would do any good, especially since they are now living together. But I still think about it. Any thoughts.

I feel more hopeless than ever about ever getting a chance to work on our M.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...