I hope the weather over there is not kicking your butt too much. I second what Bolt said. I think one of the biggest deal killers we all make is the expectations thing. We expect they don't deliver we get upset and question why we are doing what we are doing. It's a stupid cycle.
Last night I went out with some friends did not think about W at all. I was driving one of them back and at midnight I get a text from her. I waited 45 minutes to answer and we ended up talking about 2hrs.
Most nights I sit there and wait for the phone to ring when it doesn't I am angry, sad, depressed all kinds of stuff.
The best things in life are unexpected - because there were no expectations.
I should take a dose of my own medicine. When it comes to my situation I am a wreck.
