I don't write often b/c my stitch has been stale for way to long. It's going on 14 years since we've been M and I don't know if I can take it any longer. No R talks that's a load of bull. I stayed away from any R talks for awhile and that doesn't get me anywhere.
I now sleep on edge of the bed as to not offend her. My SS room is vacant and I'm seriously considering moving in there. My SS still lives with us he just moved to a downstairs apartment, so there's no extra freedom involved. I think he's more in the way.
I don't want to cheat on my W butthe only way for my needs to be met is to get a D.
