We've had these conversation before the difference was I was a lot more needy then. I wanted us to get back together right then and there. This time I just got stuff off my chest without pressuring her. Either way it's nice we talk bit I just don't see her changing her mind.
I'm also a little sick of the blame thing to tell you the truth. It use to kill me inside to think I hurt her so much but man! All I ever did was try and make this woman happy!! Vacations! Yeah she is simple and doesn't need a lot but I don't remember her complaining when I gave her tickets to the Bahamas as an anniversary gift. Every decision we tried to make we tried to make together and she always seemed to go along with a smile. It just seems that in her head she has developed this image of me that I think is unfair. She is pretty convinced!!