I WISH that it were 26 degrees here!! More like -5 I think! It is freakin cold here in Denver.

No hard feelings at all FOBD! I know what you are saying about the danger of being used. And it would not be cool of my W to be doing that. I really don't think that is an issue though. And I will be aware of it if it does become one.

No, I really miss my SS and have enjoyed spending the time with him. I wish that I had made more of an effort to do that when he and W were still living here. Of course, I seem to always put it off bc of work and the other things going on in life. Just like being a good H to my W... put it off til another day. Still beating myself up a bit as you can see.

Yes, we have seemed to take turns hitting the skids recently. I am just really struggling dealing with my own head... and patience. Patience for something I want has never been a strong point for me. I guess maybe it will be something that I will learn from all of this.

Have a nice biz trip FOBD!

BITS!!
Denver


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce