I have done everything wrong....

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II thought I did alright but I don't think W really cares about me at all. She moved out last week, and I found out from MIL that she is actually living with OM. I dont know how to deal with that. W took her D form one household and I to another like there was nothing wrong with it. She is a smart person, comes from a good family, is a professional, and this is 100% out of character. I really don't know her at all anymore. The woman I married would never, and I mean never, do this. She would have said how wrong that was if she ever k ew of anybody doing that, and how much it would hurt and confuse the child.

I am going dark as much as I can. We still need to communicate bc of our bills and we share a checking account. I would take her back and work on our M in a second if she was committed to it, but I don't see admitting she was wrong, even if she realized it. A total waste of a M, to act as if it didn't even matter.

I don't know what to do anymore. I will continue to pray, go to church, and hope without any expectations.