Denver, great insight! I'm checking out your sitch and you do have a great outlook. Keep it up!
Small updates. Guys, do stay positive; it will bring huge rewards.
I picked up W and Ds at Brownies - I looked like the knight in shining armor to the other moms (pretty funny). I made sure to take everything for my W. She's still a little sick so I let her go while I took care of everything.
Dinner was nearly complete and she surprised me by coming downstairs. I thought for sure she was done for the night.
She pulled me close and said, "Thanks for doing this." I said it was no problem. It's what I do. She returned, "Still" and planted a big kiss on me.
That hasn't happened in so long. I didn't want to let go.
BUT I stayed strong, enjoyed the moment and let her go on her way.
In a weird way, I feel that letting her have her time is what gets me points in the future. Why o WHY didn't I learn this earlier?
m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE
