Ok, so I hear what you all are saying. Basically, grow a pair and speak up or suck it up, right?

Yeah, I know. Can't do it. I don't have the courage to speak up for what I want because the negative answer that inevitably comes breaks me. It's why I no longer ask anyone for help with anything. It's why I take on every task until I'm buried in them. It's why my life is not really my own.

All issues I don't have the skills or the fortitude to deal with.

C'est la vie


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!