A Lovestruck Romeo Singing the Streets in Serenade

[Denver_2010]

1st Im so hyped about the movies!! I mean I would give anything for any contact w/my H right now. So, that yall had dinner/movies together is pretty awesome in itself! Thats a step in the right direction.

Okay, so you shouldnt have called her first. But, you kept it simple and basic. I mean you didnt say ILY or anything. So, don't beat yourself up...your doing great!

So, maybe you could just hang back a bit. I know after spending a nice time as a family it had to be real hard to see them go. But, think of it as what could be your future and what your working for...

I'm proud of you! Your DBing and starting to see some progress. I don't think your W is using you to watch SS. I mean, she knows you love him and enjoy having him w/you. Even if she was...who cares you love him and want him around. Plus, its good for your SS.

Hang in there my friend! Things are looking up....

Praying for you always!

Dixie

Thanks Dixie. I'm really glad that I have you and all of the other BITS cheering me on. I am not feeling so great about situation tonight, but it is nice to be able to come here and read all of the encouraging words.

I agree, I don't think that my W is using me re SS. When my situation first started, my W told me directly that she didn't want me to even contact SS. So it is quite a change that she is letting me spend time with him. I think that she is beginning to realize that he and I are pretty tight. She always complained that I didn't try hard enough with him and that he and I did NOT have a close R. So this is all good from where I stand.

And yes, it was extremely hard to say goodbye to W and SS the other night. Extremely hard. I beginning to tear up just thinking about it. I have been depressed ever since I walked away from their car on Sunday night. I hate what we are all going through. I hate it.

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