A Lovestruck Romeo Singing the Streets in Serenade

[Denver_2010]

FOBD - It has actually just been once that my W was somewhat in a bind with SS, but even then FIL could have watched him. It was more of a convenience thing for FIL than for W. The other times that I have had SS it has been bc I have asked W if I could spend time with him. You, 2Step and MJ are probably right though. I probably do need to be 'unavailable' from time to time. It is just REALLY hard when I have had so little contact with W for 2 months and then, all of a sudden, she is willing to talk to me and have some contact with me.

Also, I have been trying to stay with phone calls over texting and emails. I haven't told w that is the only way that I will communicate with her, but I mostly use the phone when contacting her or responding to her. I used text last night bc I was hedging and hawing about whether I should contact her at all. I decided that a short text making sure that she and SS was the way to go.

I realize that I can't tell her moods from texting. I am just super paranoid. Unfortunately, I am completely attached again and have expectations that things will continue to progress positively. There just wasn't any progress last night, nor tonight so far, so I was upset. And am again tonight.

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Denver