My problem is that I had a lot of good contact with W this weekend, now I'm back to wondering what the hell is going on and not knowing what I should do. Any detachment that I had achieved is gone. I am, again, completely attached.
What you described is an incredibly hard thing to do.
You almost have to have two different frames of mind and a switch between the two.
Enjoy the good moments, truly enjoy them.
When the BS hits slip back into your armor.
I know this is Bolt's thread. But what did she do, or what happened to make you start wondering again? Or is it on your thread?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
