"This ow is outgoing, and charismatic. I can't compete with that part of her, that's not me."
why not? It's her charisma and boldness that he enjoys. YOu say that you're now afraid to contact him. You are still wrapped in fear. Have you talked to your C about that?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.