Ha! I haven't mentioned counseling in a month. Last conversation we had about the R, he told me he was leaving and I told him it was a good idea! Not sure he knew what to do with that.

Oh my goodness, One, you had me cracking up!!! Yeah, I suppose you wouldn't operate on yourself.

I don't pay him much mind when he says he smarter than these people. It does nothing more than prove his ignorance so I kind of get a kick out of it!

What screws me up royally is his going back forth. I do my best not to react. I really do. It doesn't mean I'm not in pain. And I'm lonely. I'm just so lonely. It's tough going through this in a place where you barely know anyone. If I was home, this would be much easier. But then, he'd also have had his rear end kicked... my brothers aren't amused smile


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11