Antonia - I'm so sorry you are going through this ((((hugs))))
I know sweetie, it hurts like he**. You got the D papers and no matter how you expect it it must be really hard....Of course you will go trough an emotional time now, need to process it all and start healing. Tears are cleansing....they help us release the pain...
Surround your self with friends and family and I think it would be wise to continue seeing a therapist if you can financially do it....
I know you will get through this....
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO