Need Advice!! Not sure on next move? Part 2

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UPDATE:

I know something so small as this shouldnt make me cry and feel so hopeless....but it does.

I mean, how can someone just walk away and delete you like you never exsisted? How do you go one day from saying ILY to the next done? Its been a month now....H never went this Dark before. I'm so down..........

I pray everyday for one more chance.....

I can understand you. A week before my wife filed for the D, she removed my contact info from her yahoo contact list, removed all links of mine from FB. At that time i did not connect the dots to figure out what was coming. But after receiving the D, i felt hurt that my W went to extent of cutting me out like a thorn on her side. It hurts to know that your spouse wants nothing to do with with you anymore after having shared everything with you...unbelievable.