no h wasn't putting up the tree he was jus bringing one home..the tree is still sitting out on the deck waiting.
actually talked to him last night..as usual it always just turns to an argument...
ultimately his response....
"I'm just me" "this is just the way I am"
bla bla bla.....
when I tried to express how it makes me feel that there is always time for work or football etc..no matter if he's tired or busy he makes the time..but for this m/r/me it can wait his reply....didn't I just take you away twice in the past couple of months...
oh yeah I forgot about the fact that we went away me foolishly thinking maybe it would be nice and we'd feel a litle closer...gee seems to me like I tagged along with h while he sat at bars eating dinner and watching football..and let's not forgtet I sat in a bubbly hot tub alone right in front of him while he watched football...oh ya those were really great weekends that made me feel like we are getting closer.
h will always be h...I'm tired of asking him to work on this r...he thinks it can just exist...I've explained to him more than once the dangers of just taking the inactive route...
I'm too tired to do much of anything about it anymore...
