Well, went track walking at lunch, had a productive day at work and took the kids to hockey practice and OW wasn't there. H and I talked for a couple of minutes in the dressing room, joked a bit and that was about it. I had PMA and acted "as if" which being the first time I'd seen him since I found out about OW likely threw him for a bit of a loop.
Last night, trying to go to sleep, I couldn't get thoughts out of my mind about H and OW. Trying to figure out what he's thinking (I know, 2 X 4 here please). Eventually fell alseep about 3 am but fortunately, feeling good today, looking forward to track walking and another productive day at work.
Me: 41 STBXH: 36 D: 11 S: 9 BOMB 12/2009 SEPARATED 5/2010 D SERVED BY ME 9/2010 FINAL D When I'm ready
