You are right I have to remember that Thursday is a nice step but by no means a benchmark to place my hopes on. At this point I still don't know if I will be on the call or if it is just going to be W and DB coach. I am still trying to figure that out. I was thinking of letting W chose if she wanted me on there or not.
I am mailing back the papers today but I am scared as heck to do it. She has not brought it up but at some point I have to mail them. I think I will reach my breaking point if the whole thing goes through and she does not stop it.
Sandi,
You are right of course I have to always remember these words
For every big mistake you make be grateful!
That mistake you'll never make again!
Each abysmal failure makes a point! Every glowing path that goes astray, Shows you how to find a better way. So every time you stumble never grumble. Next time you'll bumble even less!