Our dentist called me this morning to re-schedule OUR dental appts. due to the snow storm. Apparently my H didn't cancel his appt. and was planning on going knowing that I was going to be there.. so I was kind of jubilant regarding that. So I messaged H to let him know he has to reschedule, I offered to do it for him but didn't know his schedule. He then informs me that he is leaving for a trip this weekend.. a trip that we had originally planned together. This really hurts, and I'm extremely sad upon hearing this. He's staying with friends of ours and I can't help but wonder if he's going with someone but I wouldn't dare ask. When I think there's a breakthrough I just get slapped with a dose of reality.
I still love my husband with all my heart despite the cruel and heartless things he's said and done ... but is this roller coaster ride really worth it ? I'm not sure if my heart can take this.
and is it wrong to hope he gets stranded in a snow bank ? lol
Me-41 H-34 T-9 M-8 10/21/10-BOMB 11/01/10-H moves out 01/27/12-H files
"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"
