at this point t2 there is no reason and I'm not playing the game anymore...tired of looking for positives just to keep me going on in a r that doesn't exist..the positives are petty.

there is no quality he holds that I admire...there is nothing that makes me want to be with him..

perhaps I should go back to that foolish little 16 year old girl that I once was and ask her wtf she saw in him..cuase I don't see anything.
LL