DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support 2

[ScaredinCanada]

I agree. The reality is the things were "good" when we got married, so neither of us probably considered what the "worse" could be...

I'm home alone for the day today, and I had fun with D6 last night, but it was so weird without my W and other 2 D's in the house when I went to bed. I'm struggling with the idea of living on my own (re: by myself) because in reality I NEVER have...

Habit, I don't recall if it was you are someone else who said your W is very stubborn. My W is the most stubborn person I've ever met. It's served her well in most aspects of her life and in our M, but at this point I think it may mean she'll stick to her "gut".

Just got off the phone with the W, due to the huge storm coming our way tonight they are going to stay at the resort for another day. This all assumes I have a snow day tomorrow, and can stay home with my D6 again.

Like I was saying in my previous post, I'm now struggling myself to understand if I still REALLY want to be with my W. The fact that she can so clearly NOT want to be with me, is just a demorilizing feeling. I'm not going to give up until it's over, but I just wonder how long it might take to regain the self confidence lost in this emotional fight.