I've been having too many expectations every time I see my W(which has been every week for now at the BB games). I need to go back to detaching instead of reacting on impulse. I thought about this a lot. I have to detach better than what I've been doing for the past 2 weeks.
Not detaching well caused me to have all kinds of emotions: happiness, anger, frustration. Just like a roller coaster. It's been killing me lately. I must detach to be on an even keel again. I think that's what's been lacking lately in my interactions with my W. I started to sound needy and clingy again.
BB game tonight with S13. Time to get this right.
Joel
Me:44 WAW:43 Children S13,S11,S7 Married 17 yrs W left JUN 08 W filed JAN 09 D proceedings dismissed AUG 09 W refiles 1 MAR 11
