You say you have been through an MLC. I don't doubt you , as only you know your path...
I saw what you want....
I'm just trying to see what your focus is on right now.
Correct me if I am wrong, I just see your focus being on the past, and what could have been if you wouldn't have gone through your MLC.
I understand that this was a very difficult time in your life, and I guess I'm having a hard time seeing a lot of internal healing that leads to taking steps forward for you.
That maybe your guilt is what is driving you now.
Most of the stories I have heard from people that have moved through MLC ,is that there is still a ton of guilt over their actions, and forgiving themselves is the hardest part for them.
