A 180 of sorts for me...texted him a quick apology. This is what I said. Thank you for putting fuel in the tank, for making dinner, and pulling screen out of sink. Sorry I am not doing so well at this stuff.. but I am trying. I just meant to say (and I really do mean this) although I do not want you to see anyone, I have no right to ask you not to. I am not going to. I am going to keep reading and working on this stuff. I let my wants get in the way of what you were saying...what you said was you don't know what you want...and you are not seeing anyone else and don't want to right now. After rethinking the evening that is what I heard..I let my emotions and my wants take over and put words in your mouth and read more into your words than was there. I believe you aren't seeing anyone and don't know what you want...and that is your right and my fault really...so again, I am sorry. I will try to listen more closely and not get so emotional and read too much into things...at the very least, I would like to be friends, if you want. Colleen Flood
