Think that I messed up tonight by not being patient..

Journal/update

Roads here in Denver are extremely icy tonight. Soooo, I took it upon myself to text W to see if she and SS were home safely and not on the road.

Me: "Are you guys safely at home and off the roads"

W: "Yes. Thanks for checking. I left right after school and we have a snow day tomorrow. Hope you are in for the night as well."

Me: "I am. I don't have a snow day tomorrow! Lucky... ;)"

W: "The only benefit to making no money."

Me: "That and you get to make a difference in all of your students' lives... What's SS doing?"

W: "He is now getting on the computer. He was watching t.v."

Me: "Oh...I tried calling him a while ago but he didn't answer. Have fun with your snow day while i'm driving all over town! smile Goodnight. P.S. Sorry if I bugged you. Just wanted to make sure u guys were ok."

W: "He left his phone upstairs. He said he will call you tomorrow. Not a bother. Drive safe and stay warm. Let faucets drip tonight."

Me: "Thanks. I will. Goodnight Wife"

W: "night"
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First, I initiated the damn conversation, mistake #1. Second, she sounded somewhat disinterested and cold in that conversation. Kind of a let down after this weekend's contact bw us.

Now I feel depressed.

BITS
Denver


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce