Pickle,
I feel for you brother. I haven't posted on your thread in a while, but I am keeping up on it. Hang tough. I get a feeling that I am not too far behind you. This is not over until you say it is over. Things may look grim right now, but there is always hope as long as you hold onto it. I say this as much for myself as I do for you. Stay strong.

B.I.T.S.

M42
W38
D5D7
M8
Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10
Moved out 1-7-11
FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11