I appreciate it very much. Sadly there are so many people going through this heartache I have not had a chance to read them all. I will spend the time to read your sitch tonight from start to finish.
I like the way your C described it, I will work hard on that. Sometimes the feeling overwhelms me normally it has to do with my D. I feel as if I have failed her and she really misses my W. I see the hurt in her eyes and when I really lose it is when she does little things to help me out. "Daddy I finish my HW today because I know you are sad and I wanted you to be proud of me" the one that really ripped my guts out was when she said “I have no mother! They both left me. What is wrong with me?" I wanted to collapse at that moment. Instead I kept my cool drove home had my sister watch her while I drove around sobbing like a child.
Either way there is a lot of comfort in your words. If it wasn’t for you guys I really don’t know what I would do.
