When life hands you lemons add alcohol and stir!

[mishka422]

I'm better. Went to work today and slugged my way through. I'm worn out now and I can hardly keep my eyes open.

This is a killer!

I have to be totally better before Sunday though.......SUPERBOWL BABY!!! And to make it that much sweeter....My Packers are in. Not much more could make me happier than that. LOL

Wow BBJ! That was some whiskey story. Love it!

Maria, they haven't been talking about H1N1 here yet this year but give them time and I'm sure it will be topping the news. We love nothing more than to blow a story out of proportion.

Probably a self-fulling prophecy but I figure if Gabe didn't bother to get me a Christmas present, he's certainly doing nothing for V-Day. You would have to care for someone to do that right? UGH. Not feeling very good about this whole pseudo relationship we've got going on. There are advantages though but feeling like I mean exactly squat to him really has me doubting my value in every way.

I'm not really sure what to do now. I like being with him but I foresee a lot of longing for something more in my future and knowing it won't be fulfilled. I hate being alone, absolutely hate it, but I almost think it would be better than feeling like I'm being too vulnerable to someone who has the ability to tear me to shreds with his indifference.

I know, I promised not to come on here and whine. I've made my bed and I must lie in it. Easier said that done though.