I don't even know the pain that is. I don't have the first clue but my heart really goes out to you.
Can we turn this around a little bit, though? You have someone who loves you unconditionally. Who thinks you're pretty awesome. Who obviously wants to take care of you. Look up to heaven tonight and get on your knees and thank God for that.
I know your heart is breaking. I know D's heart is breaking. I don't take anything away from that. So I don't want to diminish how you are feeling.
