I can give you many things that have change since last year as h wasn't living here then and was seriously wanting a d...but why should I compare things to then??? if what was occuring before then led up to then wouldn't it make more sense to note what was going on THEN?
ok so then...
h would kiss me on my forehead each morning before he left for work...
h comforted me and listend to me when I was saddend after the last night I would ever nurse a baby to sleep, by telling me what a great mother I was.
h fell asleep on the couch but would usually at some point make it up to bed then eventually stopped making it up to bed
we still had nothing conversations while emptying the dishwasher (hey wait a minute I don't think he's emptied the dishwasher in a year)
sage...as bad as things were BEFORE I knew about the a...they are worse now and now there is nothing I can do about it.
cupcake how's this for a 180...h told us he'd be home at 1 and would take son outside...h now wont be home til 5...we're taking off to go out for dinner! and my cell phone's not charged.
will it matter to him??? nope...he'll look at it as an opportunity to get done what he needs to get done without having to deal with son up his butt!
