Losing my motivation....need some advice quick...

[zengypsy]

2 - I don't but I can put some suggestions together and throw them out there. I would welcome coming into NYC, but it's a little out of the budget at the moment with all my snowplowing expenses.

Are there any days you had in mind?

I have cried so often in front of my H since this all began. I've tried not to, but I can't help it. He offers me no solace just a cold hearted stare and says I use my tears as a weapon. Do you really think he has his moments of anguish? I know that Michele says that even though they blame us for everything, it's just to mask their pain. It's so hard to see the forest thru the trees sometimes.

I'm trying to hang tough. I just want my H to come home.