White Plains works also do you have a place in mind?
Hang in there I get that feeling all the time. Sometimes I feel so lonely it hurts this weekend was hell for me. I take comfort in coming here sometimes I read sometimes I journal and sometimes I just cry. I know that she feels the same and I am sure he has his moments of anguish.
It seems so simple to us doesn't it? If you hurt so much why not just come back and put in the work that a marriage requires. The answer to that I will never know. I use to find comfort in my dreams but even they torment me now.
One thing is for sure, our imagination is our worse enemy. When we spend our time thinking about what they are doing or not doing we torture ourselves a lot more than we should. In reality their life is probably as boring as ours.
Hang in there! Together we shall all be better one way or another.