Cat is correct when she says I have to see this as a business transaction only. My memories, thoughts and feelings about my M and the blessings it has brought me are stored safely away in my heart for now.
I cannot let my heart interfere with my head when going through this. If that were to happen I would not be able to properly protect my children and myself.
At this point, the sum of my 28 year marriage does come down to a business deal. As I said in the earlier post this is where my mindset has to be for me to get through this.
Beatrice, Sanderika, Punkin, Lorie, Cat, and CW. Your posts have helped immensely. I sincerely appreciate everyone's input.
The strength that I see in all you ladies that have walked this path before shows me there is a wonderful life to be had after all is said and done. Yes, I will come out the other side better than OK. You ladies are living proof! Thank you for being here and paying it forward. You are giving the ones who have come afterward a priceless gift. God Bless You!
I do have the appointment set up to see the L. I feel a bit relieved about that.
