LL, I only saw 4 options. What's option 7? You don't annoy me at all, but I can get really down and dirty myself when I'm obsessing. I talk crazy, and imagine all kinds of things. You feel how you feel. It is better to come here than not I think in your case. Without support I think you may spiral downhill fast and you do have SOME hope, so let's go with that for now, ok? Rachael
