Deja vu seems a lot different this time around...

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I wish that I could agree with you guys. The interest that she is showing is not in the sense that she is looking for any type of discussion regarding the topics. She is just setting things up for her ultimate play, starting the D. Her approach is not in a kind and curious manner. It is matter of fact and with absolutely no emotion behind it. There is no caring in her tone of voice, facial expressions or anything of the sort. If there was any hope, would there not be even the smallest signs of her having any real interest in what was going on with me? She just wants to know when she can end this. She talks AT me with a condescending attitude. All I can do is answer her in a manner that is not going to be confrontational. I have no real opportunities to do any DBing. I feel like a huge doormat and what choice do I have? If there was only even the smallest glimmer of hope, I sure have no idea where to find it and what it could possibly be at this point.

My W and MIL took my kids to church yesterday. In the 12+ years I have been together with her, she has never gone to church. I don't know what to think of it. I am not against it per se, but I was raised Jewish and we have never brought religion into our family. Not sure if I should approach the topic with my W. My girls are the ones who told me they went. My MIL doesn't even go, so I find it really odd.