Warrior, I loved what you said everything sounds so right but I messed up this weekend and I think I did very bad.
I've been very kind to him and have been driving the kids back and forth to see him for the past 4 months so on Saturday I went to pick up D and he had this mean look on his face. I'm just going to make a long story short and say that he was so mean to me that he made me cry 3 times within 15 minutes while I waited for my daughter to get ready. I backslid big time and handed him the divorce papers I had in my purse, it was so stupid of me but I acted out of impulse.
I think I just want to go dark and have "me" time I don't think I've seen anywhere on DB that I need to take this emotional abuse from him just because I want my my R to work out. He's so mean to me and hurts my feelings over and over it is crazy but then when we talk he tells me you did nothing wrong it's me. He keeps saying you are WEAK I don't know what he means by this ughhhhh.
Me:32 H:32 M:9 T:15 D:4 S:2 OW/PA: JANUARY 10 ILYBINILWY AUGUST 10 Goes and Comes July/September Moves out September Sep. since Sept.
