Well that was pretty much my exact experience when I went to get my mail from her. I pretty much just got the mail and said "call me if you need anything" and she asked me "are you going back to Houston soon?" as I walked away. So, I stopped and said "Not sure exactly yet but hopefully Friday... I'll let you know"

So, that is what gives me the most hope. Things that she does that seem so odd to me but then I realize they are *exactly* what she is supposed to do.

I realize that what I'm trying to do is force open the dialog by bringing up stuff like offering her a ride. But I do have a 4 wheel drive and it is supposed to get nasty so I thought it would be a good idea. I just want her to feel more and more comfortable coming to me after all of the things I did up until Christmas to make her completely uncomfortable. I'm afraid that she is going to have the urge to talk to me but will talk herself out of it. Maybe even to the end.


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Bomb end of September 2010
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