Hey Step2, I agree completely. The thing is the more I work on me and improve and see this "slug" that I used to call my W that is paying me no attention - I start to wonder, "Why would I want that?" I start to focus on the negative things, the things I don't like about her that I'd be happy without.
Last night my W was leaving for work, knowing full well that she wasn't going to see me until at least Wednesday as she is taking the 2 younger D's away for 2 days. She made sure to say bye to the girls, and didn't even look at me. It just makes me wonder "why?" I want attention from her?
Right now she wants to lose me, she wants me to leave. She wants me to meet someone else, she's excited to have "her own" house that isn't "ours". I can't imagine the day (if it comes) when we sell the house and go our seperate ways. I think the kids will be devastated, and I wonder how my W will stomach it.
Me - 34 W - 33 M - 8 years T - 15 years D7, D5, D2 Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY" W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011
