FOBD sorry to hear your struggling. Like I was saying a while back, I've almost completely avoided the alcohol. My emotions and alcohol do not mix (sounds similar to you and probably many people).
Although I have been tempted a few times, because it is an escape. Just hold it together, and eventually things will get better for you. I keep telling myself the same thing.
For now I try to be positive, and spend time with my girls. W comes and goes when it comes to interacting with me, but her focus is still on ending our M.
Me - 34 W - 33 M - 8 years T - 15 years D7, D5, D2 Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY" W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011
